GHOST WANDERING THIS EARTH
One step forward, hundred steps behind
I guess my progress hasn't gone quite right
Taking pills and reading books to just escape the day
What can I say
Maybe I am lost
Maybe I am scared to see the truth
I'm like a ghost wandering this earth
I feel blind
I'm a fire put out before its time
I'm just a ghost wandering this earth
I'm a ghost wandering this earth
So this is what it feels like to lose track of time
Sometimes it scares me yet it feels so right
It's only the beginning but I'm ready for the end
What can I say
Is it best to fight and lose or never fight at all
You never want to say you lost the game cause you couldn’t win them all
Is it best to dream a dream and hide it from yourself
Or are you better off to take that chance and do the best you can
I’ll do the best I can…
All music & lyrics by Marina Verenikina & Nick Baker (c) 2005 Crazy Apples Worldwide, ASCAP
Marina's Notes:
There are days when you feel like you’re simply existing rather than living.
Nothing you’re doing seems right. “One step forward, hundred steps behind.”
You’re scared to face yourself. But you finally realize you HAVE to get out of that
state and do the best you can & go for it. I wrote this one by myself and Nick helped
me a little bit with the bridge lyrics.